"You have to let go of the bad of your past for the sake of your sanity and our love". - me. I love you, forever and always <3
• Speak your minds, my darlings. (Ask)
I wont let you weigh me down anymore
I wont let you weigh me down anymore
“I love unmade beds. I love when people are drunk and crying and cannot be anything but honest in that moment. I love the look in people’s eyes when they realize they’re in love. I love the way people look when they first wake up and they’ve forgotten their surroundings. I love the gasp people take when their favorite character dies. I love when people close their eyes and drift to somewhere in the clouds. I fall in love with people and their honest moments all the time. I fall in love with their breakdowns and their smeared makeup and their daydreams. Honesty is just too beautiful to ever put into words.”
— (via h1ts)
(Source: freckledhips, via infra-grey-deactivated20130302)
I know you're suppose to ask me, but i'm just going to fill this out because I can and I'm bored and tired of doing laundy, so I'm going to get really fucking personal... enjoy
| 0. Height | |
| - 5'3 and 1/2 | |
| 1.Virgin? | |
| - No Sir | |
| 2.Shoe Size | |
| - Depends on the type of shoe and the brand | |
| 3.Do you Smoke? | |
| - Yes Sir | |
| 4.Do you Drink? | |
| - Yeah | |
| 5.Do you take drugs? | |
| - Eh, I aint a druggie | |
| 6.Age you get mistaken for | |
| - like... 15 xD | |
| 7.Have Tattoos? | |
| - Not yet, no | |
| 8.Want any tattoos? | |
| - Mhmmmm | |
| 9.Got any Piercings? | |
| -Yes Sir | |
| 10.Want any Piercings? | |
| - Yes Sir | |
| 11.Best friend? | |
| - I don't have one anymore because I let people run my life pretty much and since my boyfriend thinks she's a slut, I'm going to turn into one if I talk to her. Also since they both hate eachother she keeps telling my boyfriend lies about me, trying to get us to break up.. so yeahh.. I don't have a best friend anymore | |
| 12.Relationship status | |
| - Taken, Kinda happy, Kinda not. Depends on the day | |
| 13.Crush? | |
| - A man, an ex of mine. | |
| 14.Biggest turn offs | |
| - Assholes. xD haha I really don't know | |
| 15.Biggest turn ons | |
| - ohhh I have plenty. Come find out ;P | |
| 16.I’ll love you if | |
| - you go buy me milk and chocolate chip cookies : | D |
| 17.Someone you miss | |
| - an old friend... | |
| 18.Most traumatic experience | |
| - Almost dying from choking on a fruit snack ;P haha | |
| 19.A fact about your personality | |
| - I'm weird and bubbly and moody sometimes | |
| 20.What I hate most about myself | |
| - I let people walk over me sometimes and no matter how hard I try to change it, nothing happens, and I just sit here and let it keep happening... : | / Also, I cant make up my mind on a few things, and I'm kinda unhappy but I'm doing nothing to change it because I don't want to end up being alone, because there's not a 100% chance of me getting back with the person I really want to be with because he's talking to his ex, trying to make things work, and I'm also with someone... |
| 21.What I love most about myself | |
| - I'm confident, even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes. I'm very dedicated to what I believe in and in getting what I want. I'm very good with managing important things in my life, even though I could work on making it a little better.. | |
| 22.What I want to be when I get older | |
| - Career wise: | a psychologist |
| - Life wise: | Happy |
| 23.My relationship with my sibling(s) | |
| -Dannielle (my oldest sister): | perfect |
| -Cody (brother): | okay |
| - Shana (other sister): | shitty. we never hangout or talk anymore because she's up her boyfriends ass |
| 24.My relationship with my parent(s) | |
| -Mom: | okay I guess, I miss her sometimes but she's also a bitch |
| -Dad: | fuck him |
| 25.My idea of a perfect date | |
| - Sitting at home cuddling on my couch watching a movie drinking hot chocolate | |
| 26.My biggest pet peeves | |
| - When people walk away from me, or just don't listen to me | |
| 27.A description of the girl/boy I like | |
| - My boyfriend: | he's tall and attractive, he can be very sweet but he can also be an asshole who doesn't listen to me. He's caring even though he says he's not. He's a good guy at heart, but in front of everyone else he tries to be a hard ass. He tries to impress me even though it's unneeded and useless because I absolutely hate it. |
| - My "crush": | He's very tall and very attractive. We still have feelings for eachother, and always will. He's very sweet and caring and he's not afraid to show his true colors. He's nerdy, but it's like that cute nerdy. He's always there for me when I need someone to talk to, no matter what it is. |
| 28.A description of the person I dislike the most | |
| - every girl in my boyfriends past.... | |
| 29.A reason I’ve lied to a friend | |
| - to protect them. | |
| 30.What I hate the most about work/school | |
| - One of my managers is a bitch | |
| 31.What does your last text message says | |
| - "I'm sleepy so I might go to bed soon baby" | |
| 32.What words upset me the most | |
| - "I don't care" | |
| 33.What words make me feel the best about myself | |
| - When people tell me they're proud of me or stuff like that | |
| 34.What I find attractive in women | |
| - Women who are short and have short legs and a fat ass are attractive. I wish I was like that, but no. I'm a fucking twig. | |
| 35.What I find attractive in men | |
| - Someone who fucking cares xD haha | |
| no but really, umm... Honestly, a sweetheart who is not afraid to be themselves. | |
| I don't want a man trying to impress me all the time, it's useless and I hate it. | |
| 36.Where I would like to live | |
| - In a house so I'm not freezing my ass off this winter | |
| 37.One of my insecurities | |
| - I always compare myself to people in my boyfriends past. I always feel like I'm not good enough. I feel like I cant satisfy him when we're in bed, even though he tells me otherwise (but of course he would.. he's not going to say "you suck" what man would?) I just compare myself and I feel not good enough.. I compete to be the best and first at things.. | |
| 38.My childhood career choice | |
| - I've always wanted to be a psychologist | |
| 39.My favorite ice cream flavor | |
| - Pretty much all, you give me a tub of icecream and that's gone in one sitting. | |
| 40.Who I wish I could be | |
| - I'm happy with being me | |
| 41.Where I want to be right now | |
| - in bed sleeping | |
| 42.The last thing I ate | |
| - Combos. I actually want more but they're gone. I'm fucking starving | |
| 43.Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately | |
| - My "crush" | |
| 44.A random fact about anything | |
| - I honestly think I'm falling out of love, and if he wants to save this relationship he better do something quick to make me fall in love with him again. He's fucked up a lot of times, and I feel like now I'm dating him out of pity, I feel like I keep lying to myself telling myself that I'm happy when really I know there's a lot of things we need to work out, but he doesn't think so, so he wont sit down with me to talk about the shit that i need to talk about.. |
all the time, every time
because this is exactly what happened for me about you…
(Source: fountaine, via beau-clair-de-lune)
Seriously though, if you want to be my friend all you have to do is message me saying “Hi we’re friends now ok” and I’ll just be like “ok, hi friend” and BAM our friendship has been made.
(Source: staypozitive)
